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    Tuesday, April 21st, 2009
    11:22 pm
    fuuuuck
    go from so good to so horrible..

    i just looked at a gpa calculator...
    A,A,A-,B =3.62
    A,A,A,B+=3.69

    ughhhhhhhhhhhh calc is going to fuckign destroy my gpa. i am soo mad and freaking out. and its nto from a lack of effort, thats for fuckign sure grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
    11:09 pm
    omg
    i had the best compliment today,..my teacher (not ta) came up to me after our tech and was like omg you were great blah blah have you ever heard of a shadow... blah blah.. even though i missed the date to be a ta shadow next semester he wants me in!! and said i need to take a directing class and then he wants me to be a ta and eventually its a paid position!! im so excited =)

    in other news, does anyone own a camcorder i can borrow?? noone wants to wake up early on a sunday mornign to watch my show, i can understand that but my ta will be watching the show and said she woudl record it if someone would be willing to lend me a camera, and of course i woudl take full responsibility blah blah blah.....

    ok i spent 6 hrs at tutoring today for calc and now i have to go write an essay ughhhh
    Sunday, April 19th, 2009
    12:43 pm
    omfg are you kidding me???
    Iowa now has same sex marriages, and again... RI still doesnt... what the fuck is wrong with this picture????
    12:00 pm
    ugh
    idk what my fuckign issue is, but i wish i could sleep. I got home at 8 and was up at 1130.... why why why ughhhhhhh. i am in soo much pain there are not words to describe it. i danced for like 8 hrs straight last night ughhhhh
    Saturday, April 18th, 2009
    12:48 pm
    I need a HUGE favor
    I need to find someone available sunday morning at 10 am that can be in south kingston at URI with a camcorder. Its my theatre class' final presentation and we want it videod so we can watch it for the final class tues, and also i would just really really like to see the final product. is there anyone out there that can fulfill this?????
    Thursday, April 16th, 2009
    6:03 pm
    rants
    ok, so i am officially freaking out... some of this i have already posted, but just to be succinct....

    i NEED a 3.7 with a kick ass mcat score
    i can not take summer classes
    i have a calc test weds that i am unprepared for
    i have a play next sunday that i fucked up hardcore today
    i have a 5 page final that is really hard
    i have to learn a whole new play for the summer
    i have 2 maple assignments and i have no idea how to do them
    i have to finish columbia costumes by next friday
    i have to practice janet for fri
    learn columbia for next fri
    write a preshow for this fri


    i think there is more, but thats a good start..... ya so I am completely and utterly stressed at the moment and i keep having such fucked up dreams ughhh i cant take it anymore blah

    Current Mood: nauseated
    Wednesday, April 15th, 2009
    9:39 pm
    w00t
    i got a role in hamlet for shakespeare in the park. i wont knwo the part til tomorrow, but the director seemed to really like me and amys audition. it was fun!!

    this makes my decision about china., i will do ti next summer, becuase, i cant take science classes during the summer, med schools frown on it..

    i had my appt with my premed advisor, she gave a list of suggested classes and necessary ones and said you cant take them in teh summer and i NEED a 3.7 atleast. that is the bare minimal, and with that you need an almost perfect mcat.. so now im extra freaked out..... ughhhhhh
    Tuesday, April 14th, 2009
    12:31 pm
    ok
    ya, im posting again.. get over it...

    so, i really need help... what should I do? I have an audition tomorrow night for hamlet for shakespear in the park, and i need to give an answer about china tomorrow... what should i do?? which is more important to me? which is better for me academically? socially? emotionally? I am all over the place... here are the pros and cons

    china

    pros

    get 2 semesters of a language over
    get to go to asia
    get to meet a lot of ppl i will
    go to school with next year


    cons

    classes 5x a week at 8 am
    have to leave for a month during the summer
    miss the cast 4th of july party
    miss a month of performances
    dont really get a lot of downtime
    miss out on a lot of social things
    miss out on firefly (again)

    shakespeare

    pros

    get to act for months
    practice for acting class next year
    bulk up my resume
    i love acting

    cons

    have lots of rehearsals
    long drives
    i am very inexperienced


    ok im running out of pros and cons. of course this is hindging on whether i get accepted to both of course... but what do i do??? I was looking forward to a lazy summer of road trips and costuming. i will have classes the next 3 summers... ughhhhhh im so confused. please please please everyone put in your 2 cents....

    Current Mood: confused
    11:53 am
    ssi
    so, i am talking to my lawyer as we speak, to reapply my case. I can not get ssi but i can get ssdi.. idk the exact difference... but we are applying for 26 months backpay, at 1000 a month... you do the math... if it is rejected i will cry... a lot.... ok i need to wait 30 days for a hearing date

    i hate bureaucracy....
    Monday, April 13th, 2009
    9:55 pm
    omg
    this is what Eric drew me for my backpiece, isnt it epic!!


    12:07 am
    holy fuck
    so, i was just about fast asleep when a thought hit me... i thought i scheduled anime boston and a rave on the same weekend. but nope im good.. so yes i am in for anime boston. May is insane, 1st weekend is mid finals so i will be studying, 2nd weekend is rocky con in cincinati, 3rd weekend is anime boston in , you guessed it, boston, and the 4th is a rave in NH which is going to be epic. i am going to try to dress up like our solar system lol (what do I do with pluto??) ok i guess i can go back to sleep now, i just need to remember to nto schedule anything else in May =)
    Sunday, April 12th, 2009
    10:25 pm
    12:30 pm
    ?
    has anyone heard of this group? http://www.naschonor.org/

    they sent me an invite saying it was an honor to be chosen blah blah blah... its my first semester at school... I am soo confused....
    12:17 pm
    hmm
    so i wrote senator reid like 6 months ago. i forget what i said exactly but heres his response


    Dear ms Reid:

    Thank you for contacting me regarding the Women Veterans Health Care Improvement Act. I appreciate hearing from you.

    As a twelve-year veteran of the Army, I understand the dedication and sacrifices men and women make to serve our country in uniform. Like all Americans, I know it is imperative that we keep our commitment to our soldiers and their families by providing accessible, quality, and affordable benefit programs.

    As you may know, Senator Murray introduced S. 597, the Women Veterans Health Care Improvement Act, on March 16, 2009. This legislation would require the Secretary of Veterans’ Affairs to conduct a comprehensive assessment of the barriers women are facing in accessing care at the VA and authorize a report to Congress on the effects the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan have had on the physical, mental, and reproductive health of women who have served there. Additionally, this legislation would require the VA to implement a program to train, educate, and certify VA mental health professionals to care for women with sexual trauma. Lastly, S. 597 would require the VA to begin a pilot program that provides child care to women veterans that seek mental health care services at the VA. After its introduction, S. 597 was referred to the Senate Committee on Veterans' Affairs, where it is pending further review.

    I believe our nation is obligated to respond to the needs of our veterans and military families as they continue to protect us here and abroad, and you can be assured that I will keep your views in mind should the full Senate have the opportunity to consider S. 597 or other bills related to this matter.


    now i have to hunt down this info lol
    Friday, April 10th, 2009
    6:17 pm
    productiveness
    i now have organized costumes, a very clean and organized storage unit, and am almost really clean car!! its nice =) i feel accomplished. I through away and entire garbage bag from my car lol I also got a new purse. Its awesome!! its pink and polka dotted and ummm maybe really an overnight bag, but idc its hot!! I have my columbia shorts 1/4 of the way done but realized i dont have orange ribbon so they arent exactly screen accurate but oh well, good enough...

    i got an A on my poetry listening assignment. All over the paper was excellent hahaha i looked quick and was like fuck thats a lot fo writing and was scared.. until i noticed 90% of it was excellent hahahahah

    ok rocky tonight and repo tomorrow, ppl better be freakin coming!! ya take that!! hahaha

    ok off to get ready ish for rocky
    Thursday, April 9th, 2009
    2:16 pm
    title goes here
    ok so i woke up late today. Apparently i set my alarm but did nto turn it on... my phone is really weird like that ughhhhh so i wa sfrantic etc i get to theatre class, 2 of the main ppl arent there so we dont do teh play anyway i was quite upset. Then i go to poetry class and we had a guest speaker it was pretty cool, we got back our listening assignments too, and i got an A woohoo the TA said i was an excellent writer =) I just talked to my calc teacher, i think my hopes of an A are beyond even dreams, now i have to fight for a B. I guess i woudlnt be too distraught with 2 As and A- and a B thats still somewhere near 3.6 i believe....and then next year, i will get that elusive 4.0 damn it! haha

    now im procrastinating yet again... i need to pack for th eweekend cause im leaving today and not coming back til monday and i have 2 shows to do plus homework plus ummm idk stuff.,... so idk what to pack ughhhhh
    Wednesday, April 8th, 2009
    10:30 pm
    woooooooooooooooot
    so, I get to play columbia in foxboro this month. I am so fucking excited.. i just need to finish sequining my corset and coat, which tom tankfully agreed to help with. I am now just worried about my eddy hmmmm i hope i dont give them a hernia =( but omg omg omg heeheehe
    6:32 pm
    by the by


    my new tattoo =) its caffeine
    5:52 pm
    twitter
    ok, so someone invited me to twitter, and i finally have an account .... i have absolutley no fucking idea what to do with it, but i have it... my username is tat2dgerl. so umm ya....
    12:02 am
    stolen from bill
    Start with 100% and subtract 1% for everything that you've done. Then repost as your __% innocent.

    01. Smoked.
    02. Drank alcohol.
    03. Cried when someone died.
    04. Been drunk.
    05. Had sex.
    06. Been to a concert.
    07. Gotten/given a hand job.
    08. Been verbally/sexually harassed.
    09. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.
    11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
    12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose .
    13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
    14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
    15. Been to prom.
    16. Cried at school.
    17. Gotten lost in a Wal-Mart or a department store.
    18. Went streaking.
    19. Given or received a lap dance.
    20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.

    PERCENTAGE SO FAR:

    21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
    22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
    23. Kissed a stranger.
    24. Hugged a stranger.
    25. Went scuba diving.
    26. Driven a car.
    27. Gotten an x-ray.
    28. Hit by a car.
    29. Had a party.
    30. Done drugs.

    PERCENTAGE SO FAR:

    31. Played strip poker/darts/pool.
    32. Got paid to strip for someone.
    33. Run away from home.
    34. Broken a bone.
    35. Eaten sushi.
    36. Bought porn.
    37. Watched porn.
    38. Made porn.
    39. Made beans.
    40. Been in love.

    PERCENTAGE SO FAR:

    41. French kissed.
    42. Laughed so hard you cried.
    43. Cried yourself to sleep.
    44. Laughed yourself to sleep.
    45. Stabbed yourself.
    46. Shot a gun.
    47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
    48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
    49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
    50. Watched an animal die.

    PERCENTAGE SO FAR?

    51. Watched a person die.
    52. Kissed somewhere with at least 1 person present.
    53. Pranked somebody.
    54. Put somebody in the hospital.
    55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
    56. Made spicy beans
    57. Dressed punk.
    58. Dressed Goth.
    59. Dressed preppy .
    60. Been to a motocross race.

    PERCENTAGE SO FAR:

    61. Avoided somebody.
    62. Been stalked.
    63. Stalked someone.
    64. Met a celebrity.
    65. Played an instrument.
    66. Ridden a horse.
    67. Cut yourself.
    68. Bungee jumped.
    69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
    70. Been to a wild party.

    PERCENTAGE SO FAR:

    71. Been caught stealing something.
    72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
    73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
    74. Gone out with your friend's crush.
    75. Got arrested.
    76. Been pregnant.
    77. Babysat.
    78. Been to another country.
    79. Started your house on fire.
    80. Had an encounter with a ghost.

    PERCENTAGE SO FAR:

    81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
    82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
    83. Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
    84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 2 months.
    85. Sat on your butt all day.
    86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
    87. Had a job.
    88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
    89. Been called a whore.
    90. Danced like a whore .

    PERCENTAGE SO FAR:

    91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
    92. Been in a car accident.
    93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.
    94. Been told you have beautiful hair.
    95. Raped somebody.
    96. Danced in the rain.
    97. Been rejected.
    98. Left a restaurant without paying.
    99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
    100. Been raped.

    total PERCENTAGE: 6%

    oops hahahah and ya i was too lazy to do it section by section... but wtf some of those things have nothing to do with being innocent... like wtf
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